A small word (or rather, several small words)
What to say?
It’s been rather a painful week (what’s new?) and a bit of an emotional roller-coaster. I’m not in hospital anymore, I’m in a small hotel with no windows (unless you count the one that looks into a dishevelled store-room) and trying to work my way through the next few days as best I can, we’ll see how it goes.
Attempting suicide is always a bit of an emotional roller-coaster, then you get all that wonderful guilt to deal with, and when you’re already chock full of guilt and regret, it doesn’t help much, but hey, I’m still here (kinda).
I don’t really have the mind power to write very much today, there are lots of things I want to write about and I tried to get them down last night but I managed a grand total of seven words out of a sentance before giving up - so I’m kinda doing well writing as much as I have already in this post.
Thank you to everyone who took the time to comment and send me your thoughts, especially RaysinGyrl, Sarahc and Auchel. Your words were greatly appreciated and I will write more as soon as I am able to. Thank you :-)
Yeah.
That’s kinda all I have today, not too exciting, but will try to write more soon when I’m more with it.
Take care everyone :-)
January 12th, 2008 at 9:32 pm
So, so happy to see you’re still here. Take care friend; there are lots of people out here in the blogosphere that are thinking of you and hope you’re doing ok. :)
January 12th, 2008 at 10:51 pm
Just saying “Hi”…. :)
x
January 13th, 2008 at 12:57 pm
hi,
life is full of mysteries spend time in finding out that rather than to end it.I wish u try to live life to the full….All the best
aruna
January 13th, 2008 at 2:50 pm
Thanks are not necessary - I am just thrilled you’re okay and I’m really glad we can still be here for each other. Everyone needs a silver lining even if life isn’t always skittles and rainbows.
January 16th, 2008 at 5:05 pm
Just thought I’d drop by to say, that I hoe you’re feeling better day by day, and that there isn’t a day that’s gone by that I’m not checking on you here in blogsville.
What that I could drop by with some tea and cake, but either the UK or AU is a bit far to go from California.
You’re never far from my thoughts. I’ll be here when you feel like coming back.
Xox,
RaysinGyrl
P.S. - Went to a small art gallery show last weekend, met two artists - Sarah Joncas and Camillia d’Errico. Great stuff, check them out!